Jesus and the Disinherited, Part 2: Fear
Service of Worship
Eastern Parkway United Methodist
Church
May 9, 2021
Rev. Natalie Bowerman, Pastor
Let us
pray:
Eternal God,
in these moments of quiet we thank you for your presence in our lives. We thank
you for all of the testimonies of your profound love for your children. We
especially thank you this day for the holy one Jesus. We thank you for his
humility. We thank you that rather than elevating himself above us he instead
would lift us up and as with his disciples call us “friends.” We thank you for
his many reminders that we are to love one another. But we confess that we have
great difficulty following his command to love.
We become
upset with others and find it easier to reject them than to seek to understand
and to love them.
We struggle
with the almost impossible command to love our enemies.
We become
driven to meet our own needs and become blind to the needs of others.
We are
driven to succeed which becomes all-consuming and trumps our command to love.
Forgive us
our foolish ways. Help us to keep in our awareness this command to love which
Jesus repeated so many times. Help us especially to hear it in those hard times
when it is most difficult to love.
Help us to
love others when they are power hungry.
Help us to love others when they are inconsiderate.
Help us to love others when they are angry and lash out blindly.
Help us to love others when they are selfish and insensitive.
Help us, O
God, to love others so that we may abide in your love and act like the friends
of Jesus. Amen.
John 15:
9-17
9“As the Father has loved me, so have
I loved you. Now remain in my love. 10If you keep my commands, you
will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commands and remain in
his love. 11I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and
that your joy may be complete. 12My command is this: Love each
other as I have loved you. 13Greater love has no one than this: to
lay down one’s life for one’s friends. 14You are my friends if you
do what I command. 15I no longer call you servants, because a
servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you
friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to
you. 16You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so
that you might go and bear fruit—fruit that will last—and so that whatever you
ask in my name the Father will give you. 17This is my command: Love
each other.
A Message
“Jesus
and the Disinherited, Part 2: Fear”
Friends, we’re
now in week 2 of this 5 part sermon series based on Jesus and the
Disinherited by the late, great Howard Thurman. As I told you last week, the
most important part of learning how to be a disciple of Jesus, which I hope we
all do, is learning the heart of who it is we’re following in discipleship. Who
is Jesus, and what does he care about? Last week, we learned that Jesus is a
vine through whom we grow, the one who feeds us the only truths that we need to
grow. This week Thurman teaches us about fear, and how Jesus transforms the
fears in our lives.
Thurman
relates that fear is a constant factor in most of our lives. If we’re lucky, or
privileged, then fear might be more of a background noise to you—you fear
failing a class, displeasing your boss, losing a job, a turn in the market, suffering
poor health, losing a friend, or something hurting our loved ones. If we’re
less lucky, and more vulnerable, we might have much more to fear: an abusive
partner, the throws of an addiction, the progression of a chronic illness, an
unexpected bill that could destroy our fragile finances.
But if you don’t
have the social advantages of belonging to what our society deems “the right
groups”—white, male, cis-hetero, native born, able bodied—fear can control your
every move. Especially in this ever-more-violent society, there may be no course
of action that will protect you from attack. The whole system is rigged to cause
you harm.
A few months
ago, a man named David Gray voiced a painful reality like this:
"Preparing
for Daycare" (by David Gray)
I need to
drive my two-year-old to daycare tomorrow morning. To ensure we arrive alive,
we won't take public transit (Oscar Grant). I removed all air fresheners from
the vehicle and double-checked my registration status (Daunte Wright), and
ensured my license plates were visible (Lt. Caron Nazario). I will be careful
to follow all traffic rules (Philando Castille), signal every turn (Sandra
Bland), keep the radio volume low (Jordan Davis), and won't stop at a fast food
chain for a meal (Rayshard Brooks). I'm too afraid to pray (Rev. Clementa C.
Pickney) so I just hope the car won't break down (Corey Jones).
When my wife
picks him up at the end of the day, I'll remind her not to dance (Elijah
McClain), stop to play in a park (Tamir Rice), patronize the local convenience
store for snacks (Trayvon Martin), or walk around the neighborhood (Mike
Brown). Once they are home, we won't stand in our backyard (Stephon Clark), eat
ice cream on the couch (Botham Jean), or play any video games (Atatiana
Jefferson).
After my
wife and I tuck him into bed around 7:30pm, neither of us will leave the house
to go to Walmart (John Crawford) or to the gym (Tshyrand Oates) or on a jog
(Ahmaud Arbery). We won't even walk to see the birds (Christian Cooper). We'll
just sit and try not to breathe (George Floyd) and not to sleep (Breonna
Taylor).
The
oppressor has taught our marginalized beloveds, and especially our beloveds of
color, that if only they can be “good enough” they will live a long, happy,
free life. Yet the oppressor changes the definition of “good enough” so
conveniently often that our beloveds never seem to fit. Thus they die, and the
oppressor taunts that they deserved death because of their own actions.
Jesus is, at
every turn, the antagonist to the oppressor. Every time we draw a line in the
sand between ourselves and another, Jesus chooses the side of the person who
didn’t draw the line. And Jesus, in his perfect love, disintegrates fear down
to its very fabric.
It would be
easy for me to just say that the opposite of fear is love, and that our very
perfect lectionary-appointed Gospel reading for this morning commands us to
love one another. But Thurman charges us to go deeper. Thurman teaches us that
the oppressor has us live in constant fear. But he gives us a sacred identity,
and combats fear by restoring our dignity and worth.
Jesus is,
and will always be, the one to remind us to hold our heads high because he loves
us and no one has anything on the ones he loves. But our scripture reminds us
that, as disciples of the one who loves, it’s not enough to just let him go
around loving everyone, or even to proclaim that Jesus loves all the world. We
need to go out and do that loving ourselves.
As we think
about this, it’s impossible for me to ignore that it’s Mother’s Day. Some of us
are hearing this beautiful words from John, and imagining how they describe a
healthy relationship with our mom. But some of us aren’t, or can’t, and this
day can cause its own fear, and deep pain. Some of us didn’t have a mom, or
know her, or we lost her. Some of us had a toxic mom, a mom who couldn’t love
us like she should have because the drama in her own life was too great to
allow that. Some of us aren’t parents and bristle under days like this that
remind us that the world expects otherwise. Some of us couldn’t have children,
or lost our children, or have a difficult relationship with our children.
So the stock
sermon that I’ve heard a few too many times before, about how God loves us like
a mother, might be the Good News you need to hear today. But if that doesn’t
jive with your soul, then let me share something that might: God’s love doesn’t
need to reach you through a traditional, biological mother. Find the person in
your life who affirms your dignity and worth. That person loves you like the
Divine Feminine.
As it so
happens I have a great relationship with my biological mom, who’s probably
watching this service right now (hi mom!). But I also wasn’t raised in a family
that I would describe as traditional. I lived with my parents and my two
sisters, but my Grandma, my mom’s mom, lived with us for the last eight years
of her life, from the time I was eight until her death when I was sixteen. And
she not only affirmed my dignity and worth, she embodied the ferocity of a
woman who doesn’t take any baloney, and she taught me how to do the same.
My grandma,
Clarice Eleanor Gulbrandsen, was born on November 6, 1911 in Norwood Park,
Chicago, Illinois. She lived her entire life in the Chicago metro, and
navigated it with confidence. When she was a young girl she also had her
Grandma living with her. Her Grandma was an immigrant from Germany, and taught
Grandma so much, including the language. Grandma graduated from high school in
1929, mere months before the stock market crashed. I gotta imagine that if e’er
there was a time when it would be really hard to be just out of school and
looking for a job, that was probably it. But Grandma not only survived, she
thrived. She scrimped, and saved, and pooled together food resources with her
friends and family when her earnings as a secretary weren’t enough. A lot of
women in that era were taught to marry quite young and then depend on their man
for everything, but that wasn’t Grandma. She stayed single until her 30s, and
didn’t have her children until she was in her 40s. She paved her own way and
did what she wanted.
Fast forward
a few decades, and my Grandma, now in her mid 80s, widowed, in declining
health, and wary of living in the city alone, moved into our house and
fashioned a bedroom, sitting room, and a bathroom as her own, and put a door at
the entrance so she’d have her own little “Grandma Crib” in our house. I spent
hours and hours with her every day, and she taught me some of life’s most
important lessons. She taught me her lifelong Methodist faith. She taught me
how to do word searches and crossword puzzles. She read the paper cover to
cover every morning—she insisted on getting first viewing—and she never lacked
an opinion on current events. She taught me how to cook vegetables, but also
how to swear. In German. Because you’ll sound scarier that way. When she passed
she left a huge hole in my family and in my life, and we struggled. But she
lives forever in our memories of her, and in what she taught me. She breathes
her unquakeable energy into my lungs, and I breathe out dignity, worth, and
strength.
So rather
than worrying focusing in on your biological mother, think bigger: Who is your
Grandma G? Who taught you how to exude a confidence that not even the more
fearsome bully could shake from you? And when you can identify from whom you
have received that kind of love, then you can model it, and give it. Because
Jesus commands that love from us, and employs it to subvert the Empire of the
Oppressor into the Kingdom of God. And the perfect love that we can share with
one another casts out fear.
Amen.
I Invite
you to receive the benediction:
Go now, and
bear fruit for God, fruit that will last.
As Christ has loved you, so love one another,
and abide always in God is love,
that your joy may be complete.
And may God
give you all you ask for in Christ’s name;
May Christ Jesus reveal to you God’s ways and call you his friends;
And may the Holy Spirit confirm the truth within you and make your joy
complete.
We go in
peace to love and serve the Lord,
in the name of Christ. Amen.
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